I can’t even start to explain how unbelievably happy you make me. You always care about how I am feeling.

Last night, Ryan called me and talked to me about what had happened with my mom, and he said I have something planned tonight for you, to help get your mind off of it, so be ready.

I got off of work, he took me to go see battle ship, which ended up being a really great movie. After that, he took me to go get a bite to eat, and we had such long, serious, meaningful conversations. I was beyond happy after that. Once I got back in the car, he had told me to close my eyes, and wait. So he took me somewhere, and lead me to a place where I didn’t know, cause I couldn’t look. Once he told me to open my eyes, he had me at a gorgous place. I was looking down at a waterfall, with lights and flowers all around. I couldn’t have asked for a better night. Slept with a smile on my face all night.

I woke up this morning to my boy crawling into bed with me. We started off our day with a shower together, going to go order pizza, and get coffee, and then to my house for a day of movies with my brothers.

He has kept me happy for almost 9 months now, and this happiness will be everlasting.

Why do you think its okay to just pack up and leave whenever you feel like it? How come you think its okay to come to my job, tell me you’re leaving, and that it’s my job to take the place as the mom around the house?

No, that’s not how it’s going to be, and I hope that if you decide to come back one day, you know things will never be the same.

I can’t forgive you everytime mom, I’m sorry.

So much for a best friend.